WHO WILL DELIVER ME
FROM THIS BODY OF DEATH?
This sermon, cast in
the form of a role-play, was presented by Pastor Ken Hauge July 6, 2008, and is
based on Romans 7:15-25, Second Reading for the 8th Sunday after
Pentecost.
There are four
“characters”: the visible SELF which shows itself to the world, and its two
invisible parts, the SPIRIT which seeks to please God and the FLESH which seeks
to please itself, and, finally, GOD.
SELF: Good morning. You recognize me as Pr. Ken. But this morning I’m also St. Paul of New
Testament fame. And I’m Adam. And I’m Eve. I’m everyman …. everywoman.
I may even be you if you find
something familiar in what you’re about to hear. You may think you know me. But, for all that I’m willing to reveal about
myself, there are some things I generally don’t let anyone know about me. I’m afraid you wouldn’t like me, you
see. But this morning I’m going to let
you peek into the inner parts of my self.
Remember now: I’m everyman …. everywoman. I may even be you.
First let me introduce
you to what
SPIRIT: I’m a baptized child of God. I was marked with the cross of Christ forever
and sealed with the Holy Spirit. God
said, “I have brought you out of the house of bondage…. You are mine.” That feels so good! “You are mine.” He loves me. He made me, and gave me safe limits in which
to live my life. I like that. I’m happy with God. I love the relationship that we share. In baptism God is not only my Creator, and I His creature – He becomes my Father, and I
His child!
I also love the fact
that God gives me the great privilege of loving Him by prayer, praise, and
obedience. And He gives me the rich
privilege of witnessing to others, of being His ambassador on earth. I truly want to love others with His love, to
feed the hungry, to clothe the naked, to visit the prisoners, and care for the
orphans, as He has commanded. I want to
do these good things.
SELF: I’m happy to let you know that part
of me. But there’s another voice I’m not
too happy about revealing. It comes from
that self-serving part of myself that
FLESH: Life isn’t fair. I work hard.
I do more than my share. I
deserved that promotion that went to someone else. I’m much more qualified than that joker ever
will be. I’m angry. I’ve denied myself lots of fun and good
times, and what has it gotten me?
Everyone else is getting away with murder while I’m trying to be
goodie-goodie-two-shoes. Well, I’ve had
enough. I’m going to get mine. It’s every man for himself.
I don’t care what God says. What does He care about me, anyway?
SELF: I feel guilty for having such
thoughts. I try not to pay much
attention to my Flesh voice, but it’s pretty insistent and hard to ignore. I remind myself that God does care; that He
does love me. But sometimes
circumstances make that hard to see. So
I try to concentrate more on my Spirit voice.
SPIRIT: God never promised that life would
be fair. He warned us that we would have
to endure a bit of suffering in this fallen world. Not everyone will appreciate our good
efforts, our faithfulness. But then
again, I’m not the only one who will suffer for my faith. Other followers of Christ suffer much worse
persecution than I’ll probably ever experience.
And I’ll never have to suffer what Jesus suffered for me.
SELF: So I try to be forgiving of those
who take advantage of me, who get ahead of me, who get more attention and
praise, who cut me off in traffic, who gossip about me, often spreading
malicious lies. I try, but it’s hard. I know others suffer and endure pain, but my
pain is the pain I feel. It’s more real
to me than someone else’s pain. My flesh
has something more to say. Listen.
FLESH: I feel hemmed in -- frustrated. There’s so much more I’d like to have, there
are so many things I hunger for, relationships I’d like to enjoy, experiences I
see others having. God is too
restrictive. Why shouldn’t I have it all,
like everybody else? I’m hungry. I’m itchy.
God must understand how I feel -- it’s not my fault -- He made me the
way I am. My body is my own. Nobody has any business telling me what I can
do or not do with it. It’s nobody’s
business what I ingest, what I smoke. As
a woman, it’s not anyone’s business if I get an abortion to avoid a terrible
inconvenience.
SELF: This is a very strong and
convincing voice, especially when I’m hurt or angry or tired. At such times I feel very weak. I feel a hunger in my bodily members to lash
out, to grab what doesn’t belong to me, to join with someone else in taking
what I want. It’s almost as though
there’s another force, or law, working in my own bodily members drawing me into
sinful pleasures. Sometimes I cave in to
those desires. I’m so weak. Wait…. That’s not exactly true. I’m weak in my spirit that wants to go God’s
way, but powerful in my flesh that wants to have my own way. I’m strong in my flesh. I’m not weak at all. I’m rebellious. I’m disobedient. And that takes a lot of power!
Although I sometimes
give in to temptations, satisfying the lust in my body, I hear a small, still
voice in my Spirit, which says this about my body:
SPIRIT: Do you not know that your body is a
temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, who you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought with a
great price. Honor God with your
body. I don’t want to offer my bodily
members to sinful pleasures as instruments of wickedness, but really want to
offer my body to God as an instrument of righteousness. I don’t want sin to be my master. I want to resist temptation and serve God. This is the good that I desire.
SELF: So I struggle between these two
voices. And sometimes in my wavering I
go with my Flesh. I hear my Spirit
calling me to do good, but my Flesh screams out its desire. I feel so hypocritical, putting on my “holy
face” for everyone to see, while I feel so drawn to the evil that I hate. The good that I desire I do not do, but the
evil that I hate, that I do. What is it
with me? I’m ridden with guilt and this
inner struggle. Who will rescue me from
this body of death? Will you? Can you?
O God….
GOD: So you finally called my
name! Great! I know your struggle. I know your good intentions, but I also see
your wavering, your weakness and your strength.
Weakness in doing the good, but strength in serving
your own selfish desires. The law
condemns you for your disobedience, your moral failures, your
sin. But I love you, and care for you
more than you know. I died for you to
take your sin-guilt upon myself, paying the price for you. I will rescue you from your body of
death. My Holy Spirit will stand with
you, strengthening your spirit against the power of your flesh, as much as you
open yourself to me. I will be your
ally, your advocate, your counselor, leading you into Truth, helping you to
gain victories over temptations and sin that you cannot achieve by your own
efforts.
I have overcome the
curse of sin and death by the sacrificial blood of Jesus, shed on the cross of
I take your Self into my
loving embrace, together with your Spirit and your Flesh. For you will have your Fleshly inclination
with you as long as you live, but it need not enslave you. I will rescue you, giving you the strength to
live not according to your sinful nature, but according to the Spirit. I love you, my Child.
SELF: As we celebrate our nation’s
independence over this Fourth of July weekend, we are again reminded that
freedom is not free. As we honor those
who shed their blood in the defense of our precious freedom, we recognize that
only in the shedding of Jesus’ blood can we hope for that ultimate freedom from
the curse of sin and death.
What can wash away your
sin? Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
What can make you whole
again? Nothing but the
blood of Jesus.
Join me in
this prayer: Jesus, wash me in your
blood.
This is all my hope and
peace, Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
This is all my
righteousness, Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Amen!